Tuesday, June 23, 2009 at12:09 AM
Hello butterflies ;]Looking back at my photo albums & flashing through the moments when i was still having a very young mindset of life .
I can see myself changing tremendously .
From being someone im not once & now im being the person that is really myself deep inside.
I may disappoint those who prefered me to be the one before,but no matter what,i can't run from reality .I can't simply stick on to fantasy world.
I've got to be someone that is useful in future.
I can see myself drifting away from studies but i can't push myself to do it.I just don't know what am i going to be when im grown up .
I can see myself disappointing the ones i love .
I wish to be the ones they wanted .
I love everyone that is around me right now .
I don't hate anyone .
I don't have any revenge towards anyone .
Right now,im just wondering,what the hell is wrong with me?
Can someone please come to me & smack my face .
Or might as well,kill me.
Im really tired of living .
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