Fame < Infamy

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 at3:50 AM


Time passed so fast & many things had happened this year whether its a good deed or bad .Everyday i woke up & ive realised there must be someone whom changed . That's life right ? People do change regardless whether they realised it or not . Enemies increased and i can't avoid it . 2008 had been a very though year for me , im seriously not ready to let go of it however life goes on , no matter how we try to avoid things that we don't wish to go through we still have to swallow it willingly because its written by god .There are things that we often regret after doing it yet we still repeat it at times .Im happy that till today im still surrounded with people who loves me alot , family & friends . I just realise now that , we pay the price for the things that we wanted , the memories&things that we've left behind are the ones that we wanted & we dream of the things that we have always wanted .To tell the truth im not ready for 2009 , im just afraid that im not strong to swallow & accept what is going to be happening . 2008 is already so though , imagine 2009 ? Dear god , please don't put to much pressure on me next year , i can't take it , im still moving on putting all my worries away everyday & i would never fail to smile everyday , don't make things harder for me next year .Friendship problems or whatsoever , i hope it won't clash again in my life . Who ever want or don't want to be friends with me that's their problem , i seriously can't bother myself with all these . I appreaciate those who spare a space in their heart for me & for those who pretend to do so , your problem . Being too softhearted won't bring anything to me infact it kills me deep inside . Softspoken will still be my personality because i am born with that . Being yourself is always the best , don't care what people say , as long as you know that you are being who you are .Im not going to trust people easily , im stupid for repeating that .Some people just enjoy seeing you fall & suffer right ? Let them be , don't fight back . Being silent doesn't mean we lose .
Concentrating on studies next year , pass my N's & take O's hopefully i am able to go to poly .









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